Sooner or later more these words to paper pour

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 07:01:41 GMT

GR!!!

i hate the world!!!

Tue, 11 May 2004 10:52:26 GMT

If only...

Mon, 10 May 2004 08:13:43 GMT

And for once tonight I came home and felt content...

This should update you on alot...

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 04:39:07 GMT

Kriddle74: hey hunny
Carndiggitydog73: yo
Carndiggitydog73: sup?
Kriddle74: not to much just doing homework
Kriddle74: whats new
Carndiggitydog73: not too much
Kriddle74: u didn't have to work tonight
Carndiggitydog73: never do
Carndiggitydog73: mon through fri nights
Kriddle74: ohh i seee
Kriddle74: sorry i forgot
Kriddle74: so any girls?
Carndiggitydog73: nope
Carndiggitydog73: i'm repulsive
Kriddle74: well anyway come on something has to be new i haven't talked to u in forever
Carndiggitydog73: honestly no
Kriddle74: how is life with your parents
Carndiggitydog73: eh... liek always
Carndiggitydog73: mom rocks
Kriddle74: i understand
Carndiggitydog73: and u?
Kriddle74: well i guess i deal with it for the most part, um my dad seems to be a lot nicer to me, my brotehr just moved out and they gave him my bed and i think they feel bad for me
Kriddle74: who knows
Kriddle74: so bascially i don't really have a room at home
Carndiggitydog73: that sucks real bad
Kriddle74: well whatever
Kriddle74: my came home and my bed was gone and my dad asked if i would move upstairs and i told him just to forget about it beucase i will sleep at jons
Kriddle74: so who knows
Carndiggitydog73: damn
Carndiggitydog73: guess you and jon are relly married now
Kriddle74: well i guess i can come home and sleep upstaurs
Kriddle74: upstairs*
Kriddle74: so i am glad he has his own plce now
Kriddle74: he actually lives where kelly lived before
Kriddle74: though i do spend a lot of time wityh Jon i am not married there is no ring on my finger and i can still hang out with everyone
Kriddle74: so call me sometime and we can all hang out
Carndiggitydog73: ok
Carndiggitydog73: (sarcasim)
Kriddle74: screw u
Kriddle74: :-P
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Carndiggitydog73: :-D
Carndiggitydog73: screw me =-O
Carndiggitydog73: i guess you aren't married
Carndiggitydog73: ;-)
Kriddle74: well liz went home for the weekend and i am here all my myself tonight
Kriddle74: but........ i have homework
Kriddle74: so i will stay up and do this
Carndiggitydog73: i dont have work tonight and i'm bored
Kriddle74: i have homework
Kriddle74: and an 8:15
Carndiggitydog73: damn
Kriddle74: hey question...
Carndiggitydog73: go
Kriddle74: so u and andrea ... do u want her as a g/f again or r u two just freinds
Carndiggitydog73: I love her
Kriddle74: so what does that mean
Carndiggitydog73: If it was up to me then she'd have a ring on her finger
Kriddle74: laizer?
Kriddle74: right
Carndiggitydog73: but she wants nothing so i give her as much spave as possible
Carndiggitydog73: yes
Carndiggitydog73: i call once every other day
Kriddle74: really u like her that much
Kriddle74: i see
Carndiggitydog73: and i text every 3rd day
Carndiggitydog73: you don't understand...
Kriddle74: jeeez u got it down
Carndiggitydog73: :'(
Kriddle74: welll explain
Carndiggitydog73: i care so much
Carndiggitydog73: her family loves me, we have the best time together, she's beautiful, i feel so comfortable with her, she's everything to me
Carndiggitydog73: but she wants nothing
Kriddle74: do u guys hook up?
Carndiggitydog73: and i don't have the balls to tell her all this so she thinks i just kinda liek her still
Carndiggitydog73: we havent even kissed in liek 6 months
Kriddle74: hun tell her how u feel , well i don't know because i would hate for u to tell her and uin everything
Kriddle74: but i think u should tell her
Kriddle74: ruin
Carndiggitydog73: i think she'll try to push me farther away if i tell her so i just keep quiet
Kriddle74: why do u say that
Carndiggitydog73: i know her well enough, she runs away
Kriddle74: well just be glad that she is a part of your life
Carndiggitydog73: i am...
Kriddle74: and smile things will work out
Carndiggitydog73: :-\
Carndiggitydog73: not this time hun
Kriddle74: and girls will always be there
Kriddle74: look u were in love with andrea pare and u never thought anyone else would come along
Kriddle74: and u met a lot of girls after her
Kriddle74: and now look at u
Carndiggitydog73: gr
Kriddle74: whats that about
Carndiggitydog73: i know my past
Carndiggitydog73: and i know how i feel
Kriddle74: sorry
Kriddle74: :-\
Carndiggitydog73: that's my face
Kriddle74: sorry i didn't mean to bring up the past
Kriddle74: whats on your mind
Carndiggitydog73: not much
Carndiggitydog73: looking at a bunch of cars like my new one
Kriddle74: u got a new car
Carndiggitydog73: oh yeah
Carndiggitydog73: um hey, i got a new car
Kriddle74: umm hello that is new
Kriddle74: ohh thanks
Kriddle74: awsome
Carndiggitydog73: sorry
Kriddle74: what color
Kriddle74: ;-)
Carndiggitydog73: white
Carndiggitydog73: Subaru WRX
Kriddle74: okay now i will look for a white car even though when i knew your car before i couldn;t find it
Kriddle74: ohh ya thos er good
Kriddle74: i know exactly what it is
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Kriddle74: umm it is a white car
Kriddle74: i will find it
Carndiggitydog73: maye
Carndiggitydog73: maybe
Carndiggitydog73: you dont know cars too well
Kriddle74: umm no
Kriddle74: not to much
Kriddle74: but it sounds cool
Carndiggitydog73: it's stupid fast
Kriddle74: nice
Kriddle74: please drive with caution
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Kriddle74: umm not laughing
Kriddle74: i am seriuos
Kriddle74: i know how u can be
Carndiggitydog73: really?
Kriddle74: ;-)
Kriddle74: really what
Kriddle74: i know that u liek to drive really really fast\
Carndiggitydog73: i love speed
Kriddle74: just remember people love u Mike
Carndiggitydog73: i know i know.... mom
Kriddle74: :-D
Kriddle74: so i know u miss me;-)
Kriddle74: telling u all that
Carndiggitydog73: oh yes
Carndiggitydog73: 2 moms, i love that
Kriddle74: come on i wasn't like your mom we had fun right
Kriddle74: well i guess i will take that as a no .......
Carndiggitydog73: yes we did
Kriddle74: okay
Kriddle74: and i wans't liek your mom I just care about u
Carndiggitydog73: but i have fun with my mom too
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Kriddle74: well then
Carndiggitydog73: i know
Kriddle74: but i hope u can say that we had a "different" kind of fun
Carndiggitydog73: yes
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Carndiggitydog73: ha ha ha ha
Carndiggitydog73: you're crazy
Kriddle74: u love it
Carndiggitydog73: i do
Kriddle74: i miss u, u r fun to be around and can always put a smile on someone's face
Carndiggitydog73: thanks hun
Kriddle74: no problem
Carndiggitydog73: rare to hear that lately
Carndiggitydog73: all the guys fight
Kriddle74: why
Carndiggitydog73: i dunno
Carndiggitydog73: the crew just always seems to be fighting
Kriddle74: that sucks
Kriddle74: it is really queit in this room all by myself , it is never this quiet
Carndiggitydog73: sorry
Carndiggitydog73: ahhh
Carndiggitydog73: ahhh
Carndiggitydog73: there did my yelling make it louder?
Carndiggitydog73: lol
Kriddle74: not your fault i am just saying
Kriddle74: ohh ya
Kriddle74: thank you so much
Kriddle74: u r such a big help
Kriddle74: well usually my hall tends to yell at all hours of the night
Kriddle74: but for some reason everyone must be in bed
Carndiggitydog73: it is 12:30 on a sunday
Kriddle74: i know but it was spring weekend' and i wasn't here but it is a big party weekend
Kriddle74: with a bunch of things going on
Kriddle74: or had to much sex over the weekend and needs the rest
Carndiggitydog73: ha ha ha ha
Carndiggitydog73: nice
Kriddle74: and when do u go to bed
Carndiggitydog73: like 3ish-4ish
Kriddle74: why
Kriddle74: what do u do
Carndiggitydog73: i need to throw off my sleep cause i'll be up all night for the rest of the week
Carndiggitydog73: watch a movie at like 1:30 til it's done then go to bed
Kriddle74: ohh see i couldn't do that , b/c then i will sleep
Kriddle74: like tonight i need to stay awake so i am listening to music instead of watching tv
Kriddle74: i am reading but i will go to bed soon i hope
Carndiggitydog73: just put on a movie and you'll be out withing seconds
Kriddle74: i know i wll
Kriddle74: O:-)
Carndiggitydog73: more news...... so Matt's moving to Atlanta in August
Carndiggitydog73: and I get the cellar back
Kriddle74: why is he moving
Kriddle74: sweet that u get that back
Kriddle74: r u going to miss hum though
Kriddle74: or mom must be going crazy
Carndiggitydog73: he's moving in with ray girard and he gets to go to school for free when he moves there
Kriddle74: sweet
Carndiggitydog73: yeah mom is already alittle upset and he hasn't even left yet
Kriddle74: aww sad
Carndiggitydog73: but it's a great opportunity for him
Kriddle74: true
Carndiggitydog73: so....
Carndiggitydog73: i'm bored now
Kriddle74: well hun i am getting tired because it is past my bedtime it has been wonderful talking to u, and i miss u a lot hun, and if u need anything i will be there for u, thanks for talking and listening, good luck with everything and i wish i could talk to u more tonight but that damn 8:15 comes way to early, but love u hun
Kriddle74: i am sorry, i really wish i could talk more
Carndiggitydog73: aight ttyl
Carndiggitydog73: bye hun
Carndiggitydog73: hope to see you soon
Kriddle74: and try to smile
Kriddle74: just think of happy thoughts
Carndiggitydog73: i'll try
Carndiggitydog73: night hun

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 04:38:15 GMT

I bought a WRX

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:05:57 GMT

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 11:40:22 GMT

How hot would a Yellow Honda S2000 be?

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 07:53:07 GMT

Spectacular night....

But if only...

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 11:57:05 GMT

I love Kras, Golba, and Rich....

but somethings bring me down...

"Why do I read the writing on these walls?"

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 12:45:55 GMT

My mom told me today, "If you hate it here so much then move out"...

It's not that I hate it at home, I work 3rd shift, and like the rest of the world they don't understand that I need down time like everyone else, they also don't understand that I'm 19 (20 in a week) and I need to live somewhat of a 20 year old life , not a 40 year olds...

If I don't buy this Conquest and can sell my ZX2 and but the VR4(that's alot of stipulations) but if all those happen then I'll move into Rich's extra room...

Otherwise, I'm a resident of the Carney household (like I have been for years)...

Another thing, they tell me I should move out everyday, and they never tell Matt to...

I wish I could win the lottery...

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 11:51:23 GMT

If only...

"cause the way I feel tonight feels so right"

... I figure it's better to be buddies with Miss Perfect then nothing so, today I start being 'buddies', 'pals', or 'freinds'...

Yet she has no clue how I loathe...

I had the best night of my life, and it was completely friendish, nothing more, nothing less, and at that cue I rest

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 15:17:09 GMT

Life sucks being 20 and working 3rd shift, missing out on all the fun

But I have good news...

I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by raising my collision deductable to $1,000

(I will save approx. $600 this year)

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 07:07:31 GMT

I go out and I'm in a great mood all night... then I get home and see an IM from the girl of my dreams, and I melted, now I am just sitting here; dreaming of her face and how I wish I could see her...

Am I made of glass cause you can see right through me?

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 01:26:01 GMT

"I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could take years to find myself"

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 16:06:18 GMT

Going to see Trapt tonight....

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 07:44:11 GMT

I'm The Commisioner, Bitch

Had a fantastic night tonight!!!

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 12:05:01 GMT

Blah....

2000 and counting

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 22:01:03 GMT

"I'm picking me apart again"

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 20:39:14 GMT

Mike Carney Inc. is now taking applications...

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 20:38:43 GMT

This tuesday Rich and myself are going to New Jersey to pick up the Passat he bought on E-bay. We are leaving when I get home from work @7am and we wont be back til like 4pm then I'm going to have to sleep then go back to work. But I know we are going to have a great time and it'll be a good ride.

At Kras' house

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 00:31:55 GMT

I'm just chilling with Jer and Kras at Kras' house. I don't feel like going to work but it's worth it cause May is coming... The beast will be coming out. Doug's little brother told me he's gonna smoke me in his sho (that's funny)... AWD 2.0 turbo... other than that. I'm just working and chilling with Jer, Jay, Nick, Serg, Rich, Paul, and all the boys lately. I love the Massdriven guys. Can't wait. My life is boring. Where are the girls?

Mike Carney Inc.

I think this fits

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 11:41:54 GMT

TRAPT

"Still Frame"

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

an every time i think ive finally made it
I learn im farther away than i have ever been before
I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the Fuck do i have to say

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if i couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think im starting to lose it
I think im drifting away from the people i really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the Fuck are we going to be?

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

So lost, I'm just as lost as you
Oh well what am i going to do
I'm afraid im falling farther away (from where i want to be)

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 01:46:16 GMT

God damn it, i'm 19 years (one month and 4 days away from being 20) and my life is a fing routine day after day, I need to live somewhat of a 20 year olds life, less sleep more fun, starting today....

Mike Carney Inc.

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 11:35:04 GMT

I'm just as lost as you...

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 01:18:58 GMT

Insert what you wish I'd say here: "_______________"